It’s Not easy being me. I am not complaining, my life may seem like a fairy tale but it really isn’t.
To someone who has never met me and just reads about me or views a picture or video, I seem like someone who has it all. I look like I have made it. The fact is, I am a work in progress. I look like I want to become. I am prophesying into my future.
This time last year I was wilting away slowly dying on the inside and didn’t even know how bad it was until after I was wheeled out of surgery and the doctor gave me the details. “Wow! Really?” These were the only two words I could muster at the time.
I am alive and I am grateful for the life I have. I will live everyday out to the best of my abilities.
What’s going on with Queenkay today? I have a stronger belief in God than I have ever had. He’s so real like the next breath I take. If I stay still long enough (which is rare), he speaks to me. He’s so gentle and comforting and I know His voice, just like He knows my name.That means so much to me to know that He knows my name. He knows my weakness, my flaws, my faults and yet He still loves me. I am just beginning to know a new level of peace that is indescribable. I am only just scratching the surface. I am not scared anymore like I used to be of things that most would consider inconsequential. I used to be scared of taking a step forward, I used to be scared of making changes. I used to be scared of being in the dark. Everything has changed now. I am living life on purpose with no holds barred.
Here are a few things on Queenkay’s list.
I am working on re-branding my Queenkay brand into a stronger and more impacting brand.
I have a team of highly successful and amazing partners who are working with me to push me to greater heights. For this, I am eternally grateful.
I am working on a brand new book titled, BROKEN. Coming out in a couple of months. Stay Tuned.
I have a new web series where I interview inspiring people. You can find this on my youtube channel. Just go to channel and subscribe so you can be part of an exciting movement and never miss out:
I also have another live web series that airs live on youtube where we discuss interesting topics that many can learn from. I will be co-hosting with a married couple who experienced infidelity and overcame the painful challenges that came with it and somehow they were able to stay together and build a deeper and more loving bond.
The topic of our next discussion airing on Tuesday Sept 29, 2015 is, “Why Do Married Men Cheat Part 2” Here’s the link to watch it live, http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L4isW7ve32M
It’s on at 6pm sharp California time.
There are so many more things that the year has birthed, but I can’t speak of them now.
All I can tell you is this: Trust in The Lord with ALL your heart and lean not on your own understanding and in all your ways acknowledge him, and He will make your paths straight.
I love you with the Love of God and I wish for you everything your heart desires.
Yours in Truth & Love,